Be Satisfied ..:)

 

As I sit here in the crowded room,

With the lights as dim as it can be.

I experience the loneliness that follows me every time I try to be free.

At times I wonder, “What attracts the lonesome spirit to me?”

Why it keeps haunting me, when I am surrounded by lovely beings.

Then my mind, body and soul sink into an aura of nostalgic era,

Making me re-collect, the good old days.

The times I cherish, the people that mattered and the things I love to do.

I smile, I smirk and I cry, as I sink further into my hypnosis,

Recapitulating my history,

Living in the past I realize, the emotions, the colours and the fragrance.

And then a nudge interjects me,

Making me realize, “Past is Past and will never be back, enjoy the Present, as in Future, this very Present will be Past, and will be added as, yet another closed chapter of my life.”

Which I surely would love to re-call.

                    

                                                                     .....3rd Oct, 007

Salvation...

Its been long since I have seen a falling star,
Its been long since I have walked damn too far.

Did I witness the sunrise? I don’t remember,
Do the birds really sing? At times I wonder.

Its been long since I have relaxed and stared,
Its been long since I have ever cared.

As I sit on this comfy couch,
Eating peanuts from a re-cycled pouch.

Its seems as if my head is aching,
As I try to feel the dawn breaking.

Its been long since I have got up so early,
Its been long since I have thought so clearly.

I am fed up of the soap opera,
And wish someone could stop this era.

I think I heard something’s breathing,
We hardly converse apart from greeting.

Its been long since I have seen you smiling,
I guess it’s the trouble that keeps on pilling.

I pray to lord, but only if he could have send,
An angel from above, to bring these hurdles to an end.

Instead I had a wooden nest,
Last thing I ask for, is a peaceful rest.

                                                      ....10th Aug, 007

Ode to you

We were friends, we were no lovers,

Yet people thought, “we are under covers.”

The bond was so firm, it left them perplexed,

At times, even we thought, it was complex.

The love between us, was a friendly one,

It was frolic, it was fun.

Often we did confide in each other,

May be we do sometimes act like lovers.

We gave it a try, we gave it a start,

And promised each other, we’ll never part.

The days were nice, the nights were good,

We talked about, whatever we could.

Then the things got confusing, and a lil’ awry,

And a night came by, when you said, “Sorry.”

I was fine, I am okay,

As you wish, so you may.

We are still friends, we’ll always will be,

Happy as ever, coz you are with me.

….19^th May, 009

00:30 hrs